Tuesday, July 22, 2014

The Lady's Having Surgery

Since my last post, I have undergone Lupron treatment for about seven months.  It has actually been great. I have suffered from PMDD and excruciating lady cycles since about my freshman year in college, and after starting Lupron I have been "cured", temporarily.  Hot flashes and mental fog are easy peas compared (que self pity)to the severe depression and pain two weeks out of the month.  Poor Christyna.

(Side note: PMDD is a real thing, I promise. The only times I have wanted to SELF INJURE/KILL MYSELF have been directly associated with the late luteal phase of my lady cycle. For several years, this was my normal. It was some seriously dark shit.

I'm having surgery in three days to remove my fibraby.  I will post pictures for those with strong stomachs. That's the part that I'm excited about; seeing the thing I had been growing in my Lady Womb for however many years. I'm the type of person who frequents   The part I'm no excited about is preop, post op, recovery. Pain. Yuck. No me gusta.

I have been Googling "preoperative anxiety", and I'm "moderate", which is totally normal. What? It's totally normal to not be able to sleep very well and have anxiety prior to surgery? Booooooo. I thought my "suffering" all extraordinary 'n shit.  It is not.

I'm still kinda in denial, but I will update my vast audience during my down time. I promise to include all the GORY DETAILS.  Waht waht!!

You know you want to see the gross stuff! I won't disappoint!




Side Note: 
 HORMONES CAN MAKE PEOPLE HURT. IF A FRIEND IS BRAVE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU THEY HAVE PMDD, DON'T FUCKING BLOW THEM OFF! PMDD IS NOT PMS. IT IS HORRIBLE. IT CAN BE VERY MENTALLY PAINFUL, MAKING A PERSON WANT TO KILL/HURT THEMSELVES.  PLEASE TAKE YOUR LOVED ONE SERIOUSLY.

1 comments:

Katie Kruck said...

Awwww, lil fibraby is ready to come out into the world.