Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Juice Feasting Update

Ok, so Juice Feasting is hard. Like really hard. Like really really really hard.

In December, Dustin and I made it 14 days before our anniversary, and then we took 3 weeks off for weddings and Christmas, and a small vacation we went on. Right now we are on day 6, and we just got done watching our friends eat IHOP. I hated them. I wanted everything on that damn menu. Dustin had to take the menu out of my hands so that I wouldn't beg to order anything.

I'm weak. Worse than that, I'm an enabler in the worst way.

Everybody's weak sometimes. I just have to remind myself that my future self needs me not to eat IHOP, or make pizza. I need me to just drink my juice, and the weight will take care of itself.

I've never been skinny. I have no concept of what skinny means in terms of my own body. I just want to see what I look like underneath it all.

So ya, well thats it for now.